Monday, May 14, 2007

yeah, yeah, I know... I'm terrible at this updating thing

But I'm busy with work, and by the time I get home, I'm just tired. Which I guess is a poor excuse for most things. But there it is.
So, it's been a year since I graduated, and I feel like a loser for not being in a better position. I'm working a job I loathe, but at least I get insurance, a paycheck, and work with people I like. I'm living at home, which saves me money and is nice right now 'cause I can help my mom out while she recovers. But there are obnoxious things, too. I have less privacy. My father is always expecting me to help out with stuff which I wouldn't mind doing if he'd actually ask, instead of demand in the form of a question. But like I said, I don't mind helping out, just the way he asks.
I dunno. I just feel more...constricted. But I can't afford to live anywhere else. Need to find somebody else to share rent with. ugh. Oh well. Keep applying for jobs, keep showing up to work... for the next 40+ years.
I really need to start playing the lottery.