Thursday, April 26, 2007

Good News: had a great time up in Meadville. Spent a good chunk of time with Jess, got to see her finish her comp, see a bunch of friends, Francesca and my grandmother. Also, in completely unrelated news, Futuresight is out in just over a week.

Bad News: Didn't get around to see the Bakkens like I've been meaning to every time I'm up there. Also, my car got locked in a construction zone for an hour when I was getting ready to leave on Tuesday. There was literally nowhere else to park because they're tearing up the ONE visitor lot that exists on Allegheny's campus. Also, Nana was talking about selling the Farm, which really depresses me. I understand why, it's a lot to handle without my grandfather, but I love that place.

But really, the thing that has me worried the most? My mother's in surgery probably right about now. I know it isn't a huge, life-threatening procedure, but all surgery has risks.

Wednesday, April 04, 2007

So everything sucks right now. I mean, yes, things could certainly be worse, don't get me wrong.
I've moved in with my parents. But I still haven't really unpacked anything. Mostly because the basement, where I'll be living (yes, I'm aware this makes me a living cliche) is still being remodeled. They say they'll be done by the end of the week. But that's what they said last week. So I really haven't had the chance or reason to unpack anything because I'm not even sleeping down there at the moment. I tried to set up my computer. I can get a wireless signal from upstairs (which is surprising), but there's something else going on and I can't get online. It's infuriating. Something about renewing my IP Address. Any advice?
On top of everything else, I worked 47 hours last week, starting at 7am every day. I haven't been sleeping well since I haven't been sleeping in my own bed. And I've been fighting with Jess. A lot. Which I hate. She just turned in her comp on Monday, and with everything else going on, I totally forgot about it. So she got mad at me, and then I got mad at her, and one thing led to another... so now I'm tored, stressed out, guilty, and still kinda angry (mostly at myself really which in some ways is worse).