TOWER OF DREAMS
by Jamil Nasir
© 1999
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That
evening the scent of jasmine and a nightingale's song came
softly on cooling air through the barred window of Blaine's
small, whitewashed bedroom. He sat on the narrow bed and
drank the bitter decoction of herbs that helped bring on
the Image dreams, murmuring the archaic invocations to Hindu
deities that the Icon neurosociologists had found somehow
magnified the herbs' potency. He did it distractedly, with
the automatic poise of five years' practice, wondering meanwhile
where his next assignment would be.
Probably
not Morocco, which had already been hot for a year. He had
seen some of the commercials based on Images dreamed in
the ancient cities of Meknes and Fez: they were beautiful,
primitive, and powerful, but that vein had to be just about
exhausted by now. Images from any particular series only
stayed hot for a short time; after that they lost their
power to grab attention, inspire fantasies, and compel people
to buy the products associated with them by the ad men,
exposure to the mass consciousness of the consuming public
draining away their numen. That was how they worked. While
psychoanalysis sought to dissipate disturbing unconscious
material by bringing it into consciousness, psychologically
active advertising employed the same dynamic to sell products,
using mesmerizing Images from the collective unconscious.
Each one had to be discarded as soon as it lost its potency,
which was why Icon and the other big multinational advertising
firms had huge R&D budgets supporting hundreds of Image-diggers
all over the world dreaming for new material that tapped
powerfully into the human psyche . . .
He
turned off the ceiling light and climbed between the rough,
sun-dried sheets, then flicked another switch, this one
on a console attached to a frame of wires stretched over
his bed like the skeleton of a mosquito net. A tiny green
light showed that the electroneural anchoring device --
wired to trees, rocks, and earth in the garden outside --
was activated.
In a few minutes, the song
of the nightingale trickling over him, Blaine fell asleep.
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He woke
gradually in the early dawn, the nightingale still singing.
The deep blue twilight was cool as he slipped out of bed,
the floor tiles chilly on his feet. He put on clothes and
went outside, the kitchen screen door slapping quietly behind
him. The air was just a little damp, perfectly still. A
vague pinkish glow dimmed the stars above the eastern mountains.
Other than the pausing, meditative song of the nightingale,
the world was silent.
Blaine went down the flagstone
walk past the fig and orange trees, stretching and yawning
in the deep blue, faintly purplish light that filled the
garden like cool water. At the bottom of the garden a seven-foot
concrete wall separated his villa from the next. He had
stood for a minute rubbing his eyes and breathing deeply
of the delicious air when there was a sound beyond that
wall.
It was a quiet, slapping
shuffle, the sound of the cheap, brightly-colored plastic
sandals worn by peasant women in this part of the world.
The sound struck Blaine with
a strange excitement. He knew there were women in the next
villa: he had heard their laughter and housework conversation
many mornings. He had once seen three of them coming out
of their garden door carrying plastic shopping baskets;
by >their long dresses and headscarves he had perceived
that they were fundamentalist Muslims.
He said in
the direction of the wall: "Sabah el khair. Good morning."
He said it quietly, but in the
perfect stillness it could not have been mistaken in the
next garden.
The sound of sandals stopped.
He had scared her, Blaine thought, at the same time wondering
at himself for risking the wrath of his conservative neighbors
by talking to their women, even over a wall.
There was a scraping, as of
something being dragged, and then a couple of thumps and
alight exhalation, and two hands appeared at the top of
the wall. A girl pulled herself up and straddled the wall
easily, so that her long black robe was pulled up to the
knee of a smooth white leg.
Her robe covered her to the
wrists and throat, but her head was uncovered. She was breathtakingly
beautiful -- so beautiful that with an electric jolt of
shock and exhilaration Blaine realized that this was an
Image, that he was dreaming -- dreaming at last the lucid
dream, the deep astral fantasy of the collective unconscious
that the Icon scouts had sensed buried somewhere in the
Jordan Valley.
He tried
to relax, to release the aesthetic rush of the Image so
it wouldn't wake him, so he could scan the dream, memorize
every detail: the beautiful Muslim girl smiling down at
him, wilight the color of violet smoke etching clearly each
exotic leaf in the garden, its stillness holding the liquid
song of the nightingale.
"Sabah el noor," said the
girl softly, using the proper response to his greeting.
"Morning of light."
She was slender and erect,
with dark eyes and thick, dusky hair. Her smile was a child's,
though she herself looked in her late teens -- delighted
but tentative, shy, as if unsure whether she >should be
smiling at him at all. The small, bare foot thrust over
the wall was high-arched and perfect.
"Who are you?"
Her voice -- soft, guileless,
inquisitive -- gave him chills. He couldn't tell whether
she was mentally undeveloped or simply innocent with the
wide-eyed innocence of a cloistered village woman.
"I am your neighbor, my sister.
Who are you?"
"My name is Buthaina. Oh!
Your garden is so beautiful!" The breath caught softly in
her beautiful throat, her tresses falling over her shoulders
as she gazed back and forth, the dark eyebrows below her
broad, high forehead raised.
This was good, Blaine realized,
trying to keep his excitement in check -- this dawn scene
in the Jordan Valley with Muslim child-princess was as good
as anything they had pulled down in Morocco.
"I have
a gardener who tends it," he said to keep her talking.
"A gardener?" she gasped,
fixing her wide eyes on him. "Oh Peace! How lovely that
must be!"
Blaine's eyes were tracking
back and forth now, his trained dream-senses registering
every detail: the smell of damp earth and jasmine, the nightingale's
song, dawn highlighting the girl's stray tresses pink, the
sky still dark blue behind her. And vaguely, from the garden
behind the wall, the slam of a screen door.
On an impulse he took a step
forward and caught the girl's foot in his hand. It was cool
and smooth as silk.
"What are you doing now?"
she said, laughing. Blaine laughed too, the touch of her
bringing a full, happy feeling into him.
Through her foot he felt
a sudden jerk, as if something had yanked at her from the
other side of the wall.
She looked around so violently
that she almost lost her balance.
Then another terrific yank
jerked her foot out of his hand and she fell backward.
He heard her fall heavily
to the ground behind the wall, and then mingled with her
gasps and the sound of desperate struggling in dirt and
gravel was the thick, bubbling hiss of someone else's breath.
Then a heavy, sickening blow.
The girl screamed.
Blaine
stood rooted to his spot, head swimming with horror. It
was a dream, he reminded himself -- not real, just a lucid
dream; yet an Image dream, and never before had anything
like this happened to him in the programmed euphoria of
an Image dream. The girl was screaming incomprehensibly
and there were more blows, the bone-breaking thud of fists
and boots on a living body, the sounds receding as if she
was being dragged away.
Blaine tried to call out but
the words choked in his throat. Was it an intruder, a rapist?
One of her fundamentalist relatives punishing her for immodesty?
But it was a dream! There was nothing to fear. Yet something
was wrong; Image dreams didn't do this, didn't turn suddenly
into nightmares --
A man's voice screaming with
insane rage rang from inside the house beyond the wall,
and there was the thick, sharp lash of a whip, then again,
and again. The girl's cries had broken into animal shrieks
of unutterable agony interspersed with great gasping sobs
and something like laughter, as if she had lost her mind.
And suddenly he was standing
no longer at the bottom of his garden in Kraima, but in
a filthy, rubble-strewn yard in a hazy, dark gray, acrid
atmosphere that went up between canyons of decrepit high-rise
tenements; and as he watched, the tenements with a booming
started to shake, started to crumble and fall, tumbling
down in slow motion, raining down thousands of tons of concrete
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