Saturday, October 20, 2001

WHy can't I just be happy? Is my life going to continue like this? 'cause if it is, then just shoot me now; I don't want to spend another 60 years being miserable and single.
Damn the human race- we're headed to Hell anyway, and I suggest investing in hand-baskets, if you get my drift... All I want is a decent, meaningful relationship. Is that too much to ask? IF it is, let me know, and I'll stop bugging you about it and go live alone in the middle of nowhere for the rest of life. If I'm gonna be miserable for the rest of my life, there's no sense in spreading it to others- let them be happy without me; it'd just make me angry to see them being happy when I'm miserable anyway, and I'd eventually do something that I'd regret to one of them.