I am manic
I am dreaming
Am I sure I'm really here?

I am frantic
I am screaming
Did I ever really come back?

Gates are opened
Doors are closed
I am locked inside

Climbing walls
Crouched in corners
No cave in which to hide

Hanging on by fingernails
Convoluted Amphigory 
In my head

Was I ever really born
Did I ever really exist
Will I ever be here again?

Db 25 April 1997