I hate myself and I want to die.
Have I made the biggest mistake
Of my life?
The clock is turned back
It's two years ago
And my world has caved in again.

I'm watching myself from across the room
I'm crumbling
I'm falling to pieces.
And my haunted eyes are so very red.
I watched you pack up your things
I watched me curl up on the floor
And wished to die.

I'm watching myself from across the room
I'm screaming.
My world is falling apart
And my haunted eyes are so very red.
I get like this and I can't think
At all.
I can only feel the pain
I'm alone with my pain
I'm empty
And my haunted eyes are so very red.

Db 10th May 1997 *hate*